So tomorrow I get back on track. I've been kinda depressed and mopey and lazy since the 23rd, but tomorrow I'm going to get my ass in gear. 4 days of chinese, mexican, poptarts, hot cheetos, cookies, and other RANDOM crap food thats HORRIBLE for me AND my pants size (which is recently a 14! Woo!! This time last year I was a 22! And a 26(OMG!) in January 2008). It's time to get focused again, because I never wanna be THAT girl again! I was SO unhappy! That's actually an understatement! I was MISERABLE!! I'm not lil miss sunshine by ANY means but I'm much more comfortable in my own skin, even though there is still too much of it in my opinion. But I'm working on it. And thats all I can do is make an effort, right??
Happy holidays everyone!!
PS I read one of my old journal entries, where my measurements 45-38-48(45 was OVER my boobs so it was probably more like 42), that was in May. Here I am at 37-34-44(37 is under them.). I'm so proud of myself!
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