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Ugh, so where to even begin?? It has been forever since I've been on here but there is good reason why. I have put on a few pounds maybe 143ish not sure but I'm working on taking it off. I left my fiance and moved home to my parents. Right now my life is a bit hectic being thrown out of my routine and still trying to graduate in 3.5 weeks. It is insane!! Though, I know what I did is best for me. I left becuase I wasn't happy. My exfiance was a wonderful man with a great heart, he treated me fine but he didn't have the ambition and drive that I had. He was content playing video games. Sure he went to school but I felt that he never took it seriously. Quite frankly, I was like a mother to him. I had to baby him and do a lot for him. When I left he didn't chase me, I came home one day to get my stuff and then he begged me but he never came after me which just proved that he wasn't as motivated to keep me as I would have been if he tried to leave me months earlier. It's painful going through this, it hurts to leave a person you thought you would love forever but in the end he has forgiven me and all that's left to do is move forward.
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