Dziennik lotus2009, 08 gru 10

Yes, Anita they will. Continue to seek His guidance and ask for His help and He will be there for you! 

I am sure you will continue to be strong. You are on the right path to success. When in doubt, take it to God for guidence. Have a great day and be safe.:) 

Hi Anita, baby steps before we run, you are doing very well:) TOWANDA!!! 

Its almost midnight and my positive mood didn't persist.And I'm just feeling so tired again.So tired of life in my 30years...If I just give up fight,my all pressures will be gone.But I wont be happy...I dont want to be a loser...I'm fighting at every single sphere of my life at this moment...Every single part is messed up and I'm just tired and tired and tired.I have to struggle for every single thing and struggles are showing no end.I don't know how else should I pray for God helps me and makes things right for me...All what I want is just switch off from life...I'm trying to be positive and strong but you know...how long one can pretend that all is well when all is mess and havoc?I'm just so tired.If you are reading this...Please pray for me.Please. 

Anita, I am praying for you and so is my husband, and my pastor....please dear, just pray that God helps you carry this load and the He gives you some peace of mind and of the heart. Thingsa re never as bad as they feel....are you getting ready for TOM? Your down feelings seem to come in cycles and I am wondering if part of it could be hormonal. Regardless of what causes it, I am still praying for you and will continue to do so. God loves you and will help you, if you ask...just ask! Take care sweet Anita, and do not despair...Isaiah 43:2 “When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you.” 

Be strong dear Anita, I am praying for you, please get some rest and find peace of mind. With TOM the cycles are very pulling emotionally as ctlss is saying. Play some of your favorite music, find a teddy bear to hug and know we truly care about how you are feeling and want only happiness for you:) PEACE Anita...With love Lisa ~ Towanda!!! 

You can do it Anita. I am praying for you my friend. You are strong and I have faith that you will overcome this trying time in your life. Pray and I am doing the same.:)