Dziennik lotus2009, 09 gru 10

I lost 'TOM weight' and one pound more.The scale is showing 155.5 pounds now.But its also true that I'm eating almost nothing nowadays...Its 3.30pm and all I ate was an egg at 6.45am and a handful of peanuts around half an hour back.I just don't feel like eating for now.I need to change my always complaining attitude.I guess then things will change for better.God will take care.I'm on the way of starting a small business of my own.Its health care related.I rented a place for it today.I choose this place few months back but couldn't manage to get it then.And today I got it.Thanks God...My father will be angry when I tell him this cause he doesn't want me to do business cause I'm a woman.But I will manage anyway. I hope everything works out good with the business and of course primarily my personal issues.I believe everything will be alright and I would be able to settle with the man I love.God is working on all my troubles.God loves me.I will be better,better and better.Better than before.